envy

sometime i feel envy...

envy those who r wealthy..

hahaha.. i too materialistic..

i always wondering..

y tis world so unfair..

for children..

c wther they born in a wealthy or unwealthy family..

for a wealthy family..

their children will adopted to those branded goods since young..

when they buy those goods, they do not have to consider their price..

no need sacrifice anything..

becoz they have a wealthy parents..

bt for those unwealthy family..

their children have to think a lot when they need to purchase it..

ned to consider whether gt sufficient money..

need it urgently or which is more important..

therefore have to sacrifice others..

argh... we have to save many months to get it..

while them jus ask money from parents.. tat it..

haiz... but i also dono wat is so important to having branded?

is it mean tat u r rich enough..

or jus wanna show of?? hahaahha..

choices

a lot of things i wanna buy ar..

lot of choices..

bt dono should choose which wan of it..

which is the first priority..

which is thing tat i need..

which is the thing tat i want..

bt money is limted.. 

so i gonna made a choice..

n sacrifice some of it..

argh...

i dislike making choices..

can i buy all of it?? hahaha..

stress

omg... i can feel the stress ady...

mus settle within due date..

n the due date was so near..

i really scared off..

afraid cant finish it..

bt i will try my best to finish it...

don keep on rushing me..

i will do asap..

try to come out the outcome to u..

god mus bless me ya..

time pass so fast..

i ady turn to 22..

now still adapting to the working life..

i dono m i doing the right thing?

but i jus know is i enjoyed everyday of it..

i love my colleagues n bit of my works..

jus the part i don like was too exhausted..

working hour too long..

cant get enough rest of it..

gonna try to sleep earliest as i can..

don't b so blur anymore..

gonna b more detail..

learn as much as i can..

likes my group's members..

my group leader really protect us..

teach us a lot..

glad to hav him..

hope i can handle the task when u guys on leave..

bt i started worrying...

they all r the one who i meet the most beside my family..

they can consider as part of my life..

luckily everyone of us r frenly..

v tease n share out everything..

v have fun everyone..

tat is i like the most of it.. 

really appreciate our frenship..

mus keep it up o..

n take more photo.. hahaha...

love u guys ya..

pass the peak period asap...

09.04.11

tat is my attitude..

tat is my tone..

i'm talking on tat way..

y? cant izzit??

m i disturbing u?

y u wanna bother about me?

jus leave me n walk a side la..

i don like u too..

u tot ur attitude r good?

shit la u..

worst than me a lot..

tis is the different wt ppl wt education..

manner..

cant determine tat u hav it..

i ned nt respect u..

when i saw u taught ppl using tat tone..

i really beh song..

who u think u r?

jus a senior only..

v dono only ask u if nt y wanna ask u..

if really beh suang den donwan taught us la..

jus leave us n don bother us..

urself dont respect us n y i wanna respect u?? 

okie since u said i dont hav manner..

don ever talk wt me..

i wont talk wt u anymore..

i swear!!

proud

i feel proud...

when in the car yesterday..

my cousin sis told me tat my mom talking about me in front of her mom..

my thinking tat time was my mom sure talk bad thing..

she always do tat in front of ppl..

she wont feel shame on it..

my cousin sis stop me n say it nt..

she praising me in front of aunty..

wow.. i feel so surprised n a bit of proud of tat moment..

i'm sorry tat i nt clever enough..

u cant show off tat u gt a clever daughter.. 

i jus can b a obedient daughter.. 

so u can tell other tat u gt a obedient n love u always daughter..

try to make u happy everyday...

i cant afford my mom luxuries goods..

i jus can give her little bit of allowances..

bring them go to restaurant tat v havent try be4..

or even buy things for them...

n will eat dinner wt them on weekend..

it sound ordinary rite?

tat was my family..

simple n warm...

love u mom!!! last n nt least my dad n three younger bro.. 

love everyone of u...

07.04.2012

how long i didn't went to shopping?

i really cant rmb..

today finally gt time to went out wt my cousin sis..

once both of us went to shopping..

v definitely will spend money... 

love to shop wt her.. hahhaa..

i still gt lot of thing havent buy..

today the shopping time was too limit..

next time mus hang out one whole day.. hahaha..

although gt earn money but i still feel the price was expensive..

get used to buy cheap stuff..

so when saw those expensive price tag, i wont look at it anymore..

will try my best to hunt for cheaper thing.. hahaha..

today was my most enjoyable saturday..

no need to work n can go shopping...

so relax..

hope every week i can enjoy like today... 

stop dreaming!!

it was impossible... hahaha...

06.04.2012

wondering m i suitable in tis field??

becoz i seldom fall sick..

bt after i join tis co i had taken 2 day medical leave..

it was so serious...

maybe due to my healthy r getting worst..

antibodies nt function well..

lack of sleep n too tired..

working hour too long..

mus get enough sleep n drink more water lo...

eat more vegetables n fruits...

i really likes my colleagues..

i nt feeling well n feel cold..

they switch off the air con n switch on the fan..

they accompany me without air con..

so touching...

sorry i know it kinda hot..

wait me recover ya.. 

i will rush out all those co for our group..

n treat u guys baskin robbin...

love!!!

04.04.12

realise tat i cant silent...

i mus talking the whole day..

cant b quiet.. hahhaa..

although cant laugh loudly n b lazy..

at least v gt 4 hour to chit chat n b noisy.. hahaha..  

i feel great to have my colleagues..

especially my team members..

they r the one who accompany me..

v always tease or share thing wt each other..

i really speak out without thinking it right or wrong..

i'm sorry if i too straight forward..

i really don mean it...

keep fighting on peak period!!

gt u guys i feel wont so stress n enjoying on it... hahhaa..