realised

jus realised tat i had wasted 1 n half year i think..

or even more than tat...

i'm still have nt make up my mind...

i'm still blurring... hahaha...

tot can work n study together... 

i felt tat it was totally difficult...

cant handle of it..

mus sacrifice one of it...

unable to did well in both way...

god pls help me...

direct me go to right pathway...