regret

today suppose is my advance diploma convocation..

becoz of my playful.. 

i screw up everything... 

 i loss my cert, money n time... 

it was my most regret thing ever in my life... 

therefore i choose to study acca..

 acca definitely is a more hardwe pathway..

jus hope i can pass all the paper n get the cert..

gonna study harder n harder...

pls bear in mind tat gonna b serious!!

cant b playful anymore...

study well n get the cert..

u gonna make ur parent proud of u..

don let ppl look down at u..

jia you!! support u...

brain

donno y i feel like my brain was nt functioning... it seem like my memorizing skill was nt good as last time.. i forget things vy esily... my god!! how it become like tis? i still gt exam to go.. i gonna pass all my paper... so i beg u my brain.. pls react as normal n let me memorize as much as i can to score for my paper... my future relying on u.. it really live or death.. let me rmb those important poknt ya.. i promise will stufy as much as i can.. wont b lazy anymore... focus n concentrate on it.. eat more vitamin n vegetables..

offer

feel so happy when i get the offer...

really cant describe my feeling...

although does nt offer a high salary..

bt it should b ok for me..

i really likes their benefit..

their organization quite big..

almost triple of my current co..

i think can learn the full audit procedure...

it attract me..

therefore i accept the offer... 

gonna b smart n independent at there... 

must do n perform well at there.. 

so i can get higher increment n bonus... hahaha..

great to hav a good opportunity...

i definitely will treasure tis chance.. 

thank for the god... 

jia you!!!

time

not enough time for me..

lot of thing need to do..

cant waste time anymore..

tmr gonna b first of sep..

everything will b change..

mus make a changes..

if nt i really will regret on it..

keep it up..

try ur best to do it..

believe urself on it..

don force urself..

jus b urself n enjoy to the max... 

thing ady pass n i cant make any changes on it..

jus can move on n make it better..

positive thinking ya... 

love ya...

choice

i really hate to makes choices...

bt v always gonna do it always..

always afraid i'll make a wrong choice..

bt now since i have make it..

jus can move on n try to succeed it..

don make myself regret about it..

have to b positive thinking..

it's time

it's time to wake up..

it's time to make up my mind..

it's time to study hard..

it's time to get bac my study mood..

it's time to STUDY..

gambateh ya!!

study

 finally make my final decision...

gonna study acca..

i know it gonna b tough..

i gonna beat u..

it time to study..

gonna work harder..

study study!!!

gonna put more effort on it..

pass all my paper...

hope my brain still can function well.. hahaha..

july2012

now r early of july...

now r the most peak for my co..

gonna work for 31 days..

continuously...

38 de..

no ot paid..

it was torturing...

really felt tat v r cheap labour..

work for so many hour..

i really beh tahan lo..

gonna resign asap...

arghhhh...

busy busy

busy busy busy...

busy till no time to went out.. 

postpone all my invitation...

gonna work for everyday since next week...

argh.... gonna b stress out..

hope i can manage it well..

learn as much as i can...

after tat i gonna b release from stress...

can date my dear n did my favourite things..

SHOPPING!! hahahaa...

wondering

wondering m i happy?

wondering m i doing a right thing?

wondering m i making a right choice?

wondering m i suitable for tis job?

wondering how is my life after 30 year?

wondering where is my pathway?

wondering wat to do in future?

envy

sometime i feel envy...

envy those who r wealthy..

hahaha.. i too materialistic..

i always wondering..

y tis world so unfair..

for children..

c wther they born in a wealthy or unwealthy family..

for a wealthy family..

their children will adopted to those branded goods since young..

when they buy those goods, they do not have to consider their price..

no need sacrifice anything..

becoz they have a wealthy parents..

bt for those unwealthy family..

their children have to think a lot when they need to purchase it..

ned to consider whether gt sufficient money..

need it urgently or which is more important..

therefore have to sacrifice others..

argh... we have to save many months to get it..

while them jus ask money from parents.. tat it..

haiz... but i also dono wat is so important to having branded?

is it mean tat u r rich enough..

or jus wanna show of?? hahaahha..

choices

a lot of things i wanna buy ar..

lot of choices..

bt dono should choose which wan of it..

which is the first priority..

which is thing tat i need..

which is the thing tat i want..

bt money is limted.. 

so i gonna made a choice..

n sacrifice some of it..

argh...

i dislike making choices..

can i buy all of it?? hahaha..

stress

omg... i can feel the stress ady...

mus settle within due date..

n the due date was so near..

i really scared off..

afraid cant finish it..

bt i will try my best to finish it...

don keep on rushing me..

i will do asap..

try to come out the outcome to u..

god mus bless me ya..

time pass so fast..

i ady turn to 22..

now still adapting to the working life..

i dono m i doing the right thing?

but i jus know is i enjoyed everyday of it..

i love my colleagues n bit of my works..

jus the part i don like was too exhausted..

working hour too long..

cant get enough rest of it..

gonna try to sleep earliest as i can..

don't b so blur anymore..

gonna b more detail..

learn as much as i can..

likes my group's members..

my group leader really protect us..

teach us a lot..

glad to hav him..

hope i can handle the task when u guys on leave..

bt i started worrying...

they all r the one who i meet the most beside my family..

they can consider as part of my life..

luckily everyone of us r frenly..

v tease n share out everything..

v have fun everyone..

tat is i like the most of it.. 

really appreciate our frenship..

mus keep it up o..

n take more photo.. hahaha...

love u guys ya..

pass the peak period asap...

09.04.11

tat is my attitude..

tat is my tone..

i'm talking on tat way..

y? cant izzit??

m i disturbing u?

y u wanna bother about me?

jus leave me n walk a side la..

i don like u too..

u tot ur attitude r good?

shit la u..

worst than me a lot..

tis is the different wt ppl wt education..

manner..

cant determine tat u hav it..

i ned nt respect u..

when i saw u taught ppl using tat tone..

i really beh song..

who u think u r?

jus a senior only..

v dono only ask u if nt y wanna ask u..

if really beh suang den donwan taught us la..

jus leave us n don bother us..

urself dont respect us n y i wanna respect u?? 

okie since u said i dont hav manner..

don ever talk wt me..

i wont talk wt u anymore..

i swear!!

proud

i feel proud...

when in the car yesterday..

my cousin sis told me tat my mom talking about me in front of her mom..

my thinking tat time was my mom sure talk bad thing..

she always do tat in front of ppl..

she wont feel shame on it..

my cousin sis stop me n say it nt..

she praising me in front of aunty..

wow.. i feel so surprised n a bit of proud of tat moment..

i'm sorry tat i nt clever enough..

u cant show off tat u gt a clever daughter.. 

i jus can b a obedient daughter.. 

so u can tell other tat u gt a obedient n love u always daughter..

try to make u happy everyday...

i cant afford my mom luxuries goods..

i jus can give her little bit of allowances..

bring them go to restaurant tat v havent try be4..

or even buy things for them...

n will eat dinner wt them on weekend..

it sound ordinary rite?

tat was my family..

simple n warm...

love u mom!!! last n nt least my dad n three younger bro.. 

love everyone of u...

07.04.2012

how long i didn't went to shopping?

i really cant rmb..

today finally gt time to went out wt my cousin sis..

once both of us went to shopping..

v definitely will spend money... 

love to shop wt her.. hahhaa..

i still gt lot of thing havent buy..

today the shopping time was too limit..

next time mus hang out one whole day.. hahaha..

although gt earn money but i still feel the price was expensive..

get used to buy cheap stuff..

so when saw those expensive price tag, i wont look at it anymore..

will try my best to hunt for cheaper thing.. hahaha..

today was my most enjoyable saturday..

no need to work n can go shopping...

so relax..

hope every week i can enjoy like today... 

stop dreaming!!

it was impossible... hahaha...

06.04.2012

wondering m i suitable in tis field??

becoz i seldom fall sick..

bt after i join tis co i had taken 2 day medical leave..

it was so serious...

maybe due to my healthy r getting worst..

antibodies nt function well..

lack of sleep n too tired..

working hour too long..

mus get enough sleep n drink more water lo...

eat more vegetables n fruits...

i really likes my colleagues..

i nt feeling well n feel cold..

they switch off the air con n switch on the fan..

they accompany me without air con..

so touching...

sorry i know it kinda hot..

wait me recover ya.. 

i will rush out all those co for our group..

n treat u guys baskin robbin...

love!!!

04.04.12

realise tat i cant silent...

i mus talking the whole day..

cant b quiet.. hahhaa..

although cant laugh loudly n b lazy..

at least v gt 4 hour to chit chat n b noisy.. hahaha..  

i feel great to have my colleagues..

especially my team members..

they r the one who accompany me..

v always tease or share thing wt each other..

i really speak out without thinking it right or wrong..

i'm sorry if i too straight forward..

i really don mean it...

keep fighting on peak period!!

gt u guys i feel wont so stress n enjoying on it... hahhaa..

02.04.2012

my first time so emo in office..

so suprising tat my colleagues so care about me..

everyone r caring about me..

keep on asking me wat happen to me..

especially is my group leader.. 

never know tat he will see the status tat i update in fb.. 

the most touching moment was he said our group will help u don worry.. haha..

my group supervisor n member also keep on talking n try to make me happy..

it warm my heart... 

thx for eveyone concern n ur love..

appreaciate it n i cherish oour relationship...  

so great to hav u guys..

i will recover soon..

muakz... love ya!!!



randomly

i felt so lifeless...

my life jus full of working life..

everyday thing tat i did was work, sleep n eat...

nth else...

even sat also gonna go to work...

my godness!!!

i wanna go shopping or went out for a dinner lo...

wanna my life b colorful n nt dull..

bt i will try to make it more interesting..

make my life full of happiness... hahhaa...

it's time to save some money...

n went for travel...

if nt my life jus is work work n work only...

miss my mom food so much...

nowadays gonna ot so cant eat her cooked food..

bt luckily still can eat it on weekend..

hope to give best thing to my family...

love u guys always...

muakzz....

harlo

harloo everyone...

i jus talking wt myself.. hahha...

update my news to u guys ya...

have been working for 2 month ++.. 

step into known as working life..

 so far so good.. 

still can adapt bt i nt sure about future..

i dono m i making a right decision a nt..

jus go in n gain experience lo..

jia you!! have to b more patient n clear about it..

think be4 saying anything..

don b so silly anymore.. 

open ur eye n look carefully...

n gonna speed up..

cant do thing so slow..

mus done within time limit.. 

jus write dowan wat u had learn..

n rmb it n don make mistake anymore..

take it as lesson n learn from it..

i know u can do it...

don escape n face it bravely...

b stronger..

 jia you!!

cny

cny..

it was one of my favourite celebration..

coz i can gather wt my lovely relatives..

it was my happiest time to spend wt them..

jus a simple celebration in hometown...

eat dinner n gambling.. 

visiting relatives house... 

bt i felt warm n touched...

it great to hav u guys in my life..

happy cny..

hope everyone earn more money...

remain healthy n become more prettier n handsome...

'pin pin an an'... hahhaa.. 

remain our strong bond... 

love everyone of u...

feb

today is 1st of feb 2012...

time flies so fast ya.. 

i had working for 2 months... 

nowadays i keep on complaining... 

dono whether i made a right choice.. 

monetary factor influencing me...

cant blame anyone coz myself who made the decision... 

so jus can keep on going... 

try to think on positive side n nt the negative side... 

hope i will enjoy n hav fun in tis feb...

most important is stay on healthy n everyday full of happiness...

love ya.. 

realised

jus realised tat i had wasted 1 n half year i think..

or even more than tat...

i'm still have nt make up my mind...

i'm still blurring... hahaha...

tot can work n study together... 

i felt tat it was totally difficult...

cant handle of it..

mus sacrifice one of it...

unable to did well in both way...

god pls help me...

direct me go to right pathway...

tired

tired of working...

i dono m i making a right choice a nt..

bt i feel unwell..

i started to dislike tis job.. 

keep on complaining...

their real attitude had shown up.. 

make me felt they so fake...

they nt fair enough..

treat ppl differently... 

argh... i dono wat to do..

miss my study life...